Oh Boy!

I am about done with people who tease all the time but can't take teasing. I get teased and take it even when their teasing comes across as hurtful. Then I tease the same person, in a not hurtful way but maybe a little nagging way, and I get cussed out. Come on!

Grow up. You are supposed to be a Christ Follower just like I am. If you are that ultra sensitive that you can't take a little heckling then I guess we can't be friends.

I don't mean to be nasty but you do things every time we talk which isn't often that hurt me or upset me and I don't say a word. You don't even call unless you want something. Never just to say hi and ask how I am. I used to try calling just to say hi, to be told you were to busy to talk so I gave up.

Well enough is enough. I have done so much for you, and never got thanked, not that I expected it but to be cussed out for just heckling you a little. You need to grow up and until you do. I am SOOOOOOOOO done with you. I don't want to hear from you until you grow up.

I am not the only one who feels used and hurt by you. But, I am the only one who has been stupid enough to come back for me. However, I am done. I will NOT be back for more verbal abuse.

I have stood by you, helped you when and where you needed it. When I needed help you were too busy. Told me I was jealous that you had a life and I didn't. You couldn't be more wrong.

I have many in my life I can count on and that love me and accept me as I am. I don't need this, and I am not going to take it anymore.

I pray the best for you in your life. God Bless!

Loneliness

This is the season of great Joy! The season to celebrate the birth of our saviour Jesus Christ. Yet I find myself more lonely then I have been in a long time. Laurie is out of town. It is snowing and I am broke and have no where to go. I can't wait until Friday. Much to do and lots of people to see. I found myself over eating the last two days due to this boredem and of course, I get sick almost immediately after eating. So at least I won't have a big weight gain because of it. It is a time many of us find to be the loneliest time of year. So many have no one during this season. I have many in my life but they are all busy with their familes.

It doesn't help most facebook app's are down, and it is snowing.

I am totally looking forward to the weekend filled with friends and activities. In the meantime, tv, computer, Bible reading, praying and playing with Cricket. Hoping the app's come back soon.
I should be crochetting, I just am not motivated to do it.

What I am Thankful for!

This being the season to be thankful. I wanted to share what I am thankful for and it is a big list.

1. God in my life, his love for me.
2. Being Alive, I died last November, and was brought back.
3. The wonderful home I have with Laurie and Cricket
4. All the love I have from friends and family.
5. Have a wonderful place to worship God and that I live in a place I am free to do that!
6. My Connections Small Group,
7. My wonderful close friends! Your the best of the best!
8. Being able to impact my community. I hope I live up to God's expectations there, and not MINE!
9. That I am not going to spend another holiday season in a nursing home.
10. The loss of 80 pounds without having to try.
11. Getting to Meet Renie and Tim and give them a hug!
12.Thankful for their friendship!

This list was bigger before I started typing it. Now I am drawing a blank! LOL

Feel free to add yours!

Father God,

Thank you for all the things I have listed above, most of all #1 your love!

Amen!